I totally agree with you! I love homeschooling- I've homeschooled my children on and off throughout their lives due to multiple house moves and recently living through the pandemic has forced me to revisit it.
I'm going to try to continue as long as I can. Did you know that you can homeschool with only a couple of hours of one-to-one daily tuition because they're getting 1:1 attention? I'm a trained teacher myself and have experience in alternative schooling (Steiner). This has given me the confidence to get the children to experience more rather than making them sit down and complete more 'work'.
When you feel so strongly about something, it's so difficult to accept that maybe it isn't meant to be. I hope you make the right decision for you and your family!